Friday, March 4, 2016

Think Of My Child

The feeling never flowed both ways sadly. The nights were made for you to say things you didn’t portray.
Fragile. You must be lost. Nothing so weak could be exposed as a tainted solid.
We started to create a little bonilla. Our unicorn away from horses.  Our success fueled by flops.
You knew who I was when I gave my unfiltered honesty & passion. But for someone so undiscovered I guess any thrill will do.
A master of his craft does not let road blocks let minor adjustments harm the path of their dream but with my little bonilla, I caved. My dream was you and all you could be.
Every lace I tied for us, you decided to trick me…slip knot.
I explained Layla, you showed me Corey….I gave you James A. and you made me remember Tech N9ne. We were all over a joint life Playlist and you hid for illegal downloads instead of appreciating the album in front of you. Blind industry man.
Don’t fret none, all is not forgotten. I do miss the midnight &  crimson nightmare fairytale we could have been. Our joint goals & future achievements . Yeah, never forgotten yet forever a failure.
It’s crazy how your revival killed me. You are a grand actress Alexis. I’ll keep my little bonilla safe. I will never trust again what is on the outs. I’ll always give to what is coming in. I didn’t know I was a second guitar. Kudos for putting me center stage so I could fall out of love with an artist to become a masterpiece.